We all hide behind a mask sometimes. I often find myself in a very depressed state fo mind, but instead fo acting how I really feel, I attempt to paint a fake smile on my face so as not to bring anybody else down.....I think everybody does it because they ar eafraid of what their peers will think. There have been times when I have openly expressed my pain, but I've found that nobody really wants to be around you when you're acting how you feel......life's hard, and it really is a shame that people are the way they are.

Not sure if this helped, but soemtimes it jsut helps to discuss....haha, I sound like a fucking therapist.

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"Suffer" by Stone Sour
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So many problems left behind...I'm sorting out my mind
This idiot has turned into a better man
I found my soul in someone else, who doesn't feel like hell
Who doesn't make me wanna kill myself

It's true... people are so egocentics. When you are suffering, you realize that nobody really cares about you .... You've very helped me, thank you. I often feel so lonely and I'm happy that someone tried to help me.

(I hope my english isn't to bad)

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My heart's a tiny bloodclot, I picked at it
It never heals it never goes away (Manson)

I'm sorry for my bad english...

Anytime.

You english is fine, there are little msitakes here and there, but it's still very understandable. ^^

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"Suffer" by Stone Sour
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So many problems left behind...I'm sorting out my mind
This idiot has turned into a better man
I found my soul in someone else, who doesn't feel like hell
Who doesn't make me wanna kill myself